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Augury—More often than not, It’s all in our head. We make up all these troubles that haven’t even come true, let alone be certain that it’ll come true, because it has become a default that whenever we start to feel strongly—affectionately—for someone, we’re expecting that it’s never going to work; (we’re expecting) that someone or something will arrive to, inevitably, destroy that feeling, when the truth is: we don’t know that, but we would often choose to play safe, and run away at the first sign of trouble. “It’s over.”, we would often think.
Oct 22, 2014
Uneven—When you embrace someone, one of you is hugging just a little bit tighter; when you kiss someone, one of you is a tiny bit more passionate. How unfair. Love, that is (unfair). No matter how much we try to balance it, it always feel like one or the other.
Oct 20, 2014
Realistic—People have been focusing on their pain and fear so much that they’ve associated the word to negativity and hopelessness. Love, happiness, optimism, and so much more are all part of reality; let’s try not to forget that.
Oct 19, 2014 / 2 notes
Never-ceasing—How many times she must have fallen to pieces, and yet she always comes back a thousand times. Don’t you think you owe it to her? To be brave, and push through as well perhaps, a thousand times as well?
Oct 15, 2014
Sparks—It’s that flickering, dying-but-still-fighting kind of hope that we can never falsify. If you try to create it, it’ll never light up; when you least expect it, it burns. (It burns) so little, but brighter when we dance around it.
Oct 13, 2014 / 1 note
Maybe that’s the way to go—just do it. Do it now, even if you feel like you might regret it, do it now, and you’ll have no choice but to stick to it until the end.
Sep 18, 2014
If even sincerity can be feigned, how else are you going to know which promises are hollow, and which are true to their words?
Sep 16, 2014
It’s always the same thing. People will tell us: “So you have a choice: continue being lonely or choose to move on to something wonderful?”, or something like that. How do we move on to that something wonderful, though? I’ve moved on from a lot of feelings before, but I never really encountered that wonderful thing they’ve been talking about. I still have nights when I look back and regret my choices. Where is this wonderful thing?
Sep 14, 2014
The less you trust, the less you’re bothered with whatever the hell they could do to you.
Sep 13, 2014 / 1,426 notes
Isn’t it funny how strong our resolves are at one point, but it weakens and becomes helpless the next time? And it’s all because our damn feelings caught us by surprise.
Sep 12, 2014 / 1 note